I’ve been having constant battles of trusting myself again. It’s a matter of not losing sight of the goal: I’m doing this for my future self, family, my future wife, my future kids, my friends. I’m doing this for my legacy and I will not let this stress and poverty for the immediate future deter me.
It still sucks no doubt. And if I’m coming off with a negative vibe, I hope you love me enough to call me out on it because you don’t deserve that from me.
Deadlift 285lb 1x5 at 175. I feel I’ve made progress in hip mobility and I am using booty drive better.finally.
The sound of plates slammed in unison is as therapeutic as the sound of chicken being fried.
And I’m tired of hearing
"You’re perfect! You’ll find the right one!"
When the advice comes from
those who’ve never had
a real break in their relationships
Those who’ve always had up lined up
one after the other
All my friends
have figured it out
And i’m just here
drowning in out
I’ve packed my bags
I’m leaving this town
No one has missed me
when I’m down and out